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This is my very last day in high school as a student. Tomorrow and from hereon, I'll be a graduate of my school. Tomorrow night, we'll have a Project Graduation at our school all night long. After that, we'll all go on our separate ways, from college to out of state until the reunion every 10 years. I will be going to Del Mar this fall to become a Game Designer.
Update about my future
If you want to read this journal that I just posted, you're more than welcome to because I want to get a lot of things off my chest, and hopefully for good. Hopefully there are some few friends that will understand me after this. I know that I haven't been really active on DeviantArt for the past few years, especially since the Alola league incident. Not only did that disgrace of an Arc on a disgrace saga made me despise the main Pokémon anime, I had to quit the Pokémon XY Fan Series for my mental health and sanity. From then until now, and I hope this is the last time I am addressing this abomination, I have so much hate in me when it comes to that particular anime and the character associated with it. I hate too much and it would almost consume me to pure hatred in my heart. I know I talked to my psychologist last year since my dad died and the funeral fight (My mom is still having a hard time since and could never forgive nor like those who she said to those that dishonored dad), but I feel like the main Pokemon anime is running loose in my mind. I had nightmares of that piece of trash and expected me to come back to it. I will tell you straight up. I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO THE POKEMON ANIME!!!!! What happened has burned bridges and it will never go away, as well as a Gary-Stu that is a disgrace to Pokemon Trainers, if more, fictional characters and heroes. No matter how many good headcanons or good fanfictions and rewrites Pokemon has when it comes to the anime, the damage is done. I'm at that point to just stop focusing on Pokemon content completely and move on with life. I haven't written fanfictions nor made fan art of my OCs since the incident. Hell, I barely interact with anyone on Deviantart because of my ideas. other people will use my headcanons to take advantage and fuck me over and get me chewed out, like I dealt with back before the Shit and Manure Saga, especially the main Pokrmon anime in general, goes slowly into the eternal dumpster fire of a special world of hate. I have a VERY HARD TIME trusting people, in the real world and online. My mom told me that if there are true people that will lend you a hand, that's great. If not, I will be very disappointed. She also told me that people are a disappointment, and the real world has a lot of evil people. This is not like the trashy Team Rocket thinking they're evil when they're trash and saying, "I'll get you next time!" or "We're blasting off again" while unrealistically flying up to the stratosphere. There are truly evil people that will take advantage and corrupt vulnerable people with no ill regrets to the point of no return! I can't stand being taken advantage of and if something were to happen to me, mom will avenge me, I don't know, but she will since we, plus our dog, are the only ones we got for now. I don't like to bring up the topic, and I will never do something irrational like this, but if something were to happen to me before mom, I specifically told her no Trash can from the Pokemon anime. Pikachu, I will bite my tongue since there are a million Pikachu, but the Trash can from the anime can go to hell for all I care.  I've been thinking about my upcoming project recently, and I know I should've done it back in 2019. But I don't know if I'm gonna be doing it because of a particular something I can't stand. I may have to start focusing on original concepts and characters. Speaking of it, just to let you know I may start going to the University this fall. Hopefully when I do get there, I may have to start focusing on my original content and characters, as well as focusing on my gaming degree programs and the programs they do to create art and games like drawing techniques, Adobe stuff, 3D Program tools like Blender, the motion graphics, etc. I remember back when I told you guys I would go to the Media Arts Degree Plan. I haven’t started university yet, but given enough time, I decided to pursue a gaming degree and achieve my dream job as a game designer. Starting fall, it would take me at least 3 years (Since I had to take a few marketing and Psychology classes, as well as a university physics class) to get my bachelors as a transfer from college that I graduated with Digital Media associates. Honestly, this year, we can leave behind what we hate the most, but at the end of the day, only we can make a difference and do the stuff we love and the true people that will support us to the end.
Time Flies
Hey guys, Buizermaniac1998 here, and I want to bring some few things up. First of all, this is the one year anniversary of my dad's passing and it was a big change for me and mom. It is still hard for us to get used to it and it's even hard for us to say goodbye to him when my mom and I were at college when that happened (Because I had to go to a mandatory face to face class in order to complete my Digital Media degree). If you had read my previous journals on DeviantArt, then it was stressful for us to get ready for his funeral, especially mom who had a lot of confrontations with dad's family. After what happened at the funeral, mom told me that how dad's family act so low that she told me they had dishonor and disrespect dad. It won't be today or this week, but sometimes by the end of April or early May on the weekend, we will visit dad at the cemetary to give our thoughts and feelings to him before we move. Speaking of that, my mom and I will be moving into another city this year. I was gonna go to that one University closer to me, but when I saw another University that offers a gaming degree plan, I thought about going there and have me and mom start a new life there in a new area that has a University I'm planning to go. Fun Fact is that one of my aunts from my mom's family graduated there somewhere in the late 70s or early 80s. I know it's been a awful long time since the 2019 incident, but to be honest, I don't know if I wanted to do my new project, "The Afterlife of Pokemon" because it's been really hard for me to get back into the Pokemon stuff I liked since I was little. Plus, I feel like I'm working alone on this big project.  To be honest, I really miss doing fan arts, fanfictions, and playing games Pokemon related. As for the anime adaptation of the franchise, I could care less about it and I will tell you this that the series ended in 2019. I don't care if that atrocious anime adaptation is still running. To me, in my world, the main anime adaptation ended in 2019 and that's all I'm gonna think about. If I feel that tha main train wreck of an anime clouds me too much, I may have to scrap the afterlife story and start a brand new content with new everything.
My thoughts of the Pokemon Direct today
Hey guys. Buizermaniac1998 here, and I want to discuss about the Pokemon direct today. Even though it's not going to be a lot, I just want to get some few things off my chest.
About Pokemon Legends Arceus, I wanted to look into some details and stuff like that, but I don't do it on YouTube or any other websites because it could traffic to that one specific media part of the Pokemon franchise that I tend to never look at again, if you watch me back in 2019. On a bright side, I might get that game on my birthday since it's almost two weeks from now and I want to have my own insights on it.
For Pokemon Brilliant Diamond and Shining Pearl, I ha
SSBU Classic Mode Scores (+2 Player)
Hey guys, Buizermaniac1998 here, and it has been a while since I updated the Classic Mode Scores in Super Smash Bros. Ultimate at the time Byleth was included. I’m not sure if I told you all this, but I broke my old Switch around the 2020 era when I rage quit on the 1 Classic Mode route that I got pulverized, and I could not play my old Switch anymore until Christmas 2020 when I got a new Nintendo Switch. Thankfully my Smash Ultimate’s save data is still there when I got its data transfer from the old Switch to the new one. I still participated in a few Classic Modes, then I got hooked onto a 2 player Classic Mode in Ultimate that I wanted to try to get every fighter’s route to 9.9 as a 2 player by myself. Completing every fighter’s Classic Mode up to 9.9 (Especially as a 2 player by myself) is frustrating. As a 2 Player, I only use 2 Joy Cons as 1 Controller and 1 Joy Con as a Solo Controller. Luckily, I beat all the Classic Mode Routes to 9.9 (Both single and 2 Player) by myself.
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Well graduating from high school is a huge milestone for any teenager. Also it's cool you're going to college to be a game designer. I graduated last year from college with an associates degree in computer information systems. I would like to be a web tester, basically testing web pages.